Haircut

You didn’t choose me, voices say it was someone in Denmark, but I told you about the cosmopolitan article where it said women cut their hair blah blah blah blah.

Swede

Voices say you’d be from Sweden if that’s really what I wanted…

I have no idea what I want in this moment… it’s 4 in the morning 😩

Police

Voices say if I REALLY wanted to be with you, I’d be a police officer. Welp.

NY or BSTN

Blowjobs at the hostel.

I really don’t want to think about this shit for the rest of the fucking night.

Edit:

Cause if you didn’t give him a blowjob you would’ve been raped. Amazing how mankind can be so fucking ugly.

Chinese Food: The Photo

Voices say you or your mom would’ve blown me in the restaurant.

You stood in front of me, playing defense I guess.

My memory is hazy, but I know that at least.

Really?

Everyone with your name in Norway would be sexually assaulted just because I dedicated the book to you? REALLY?!

Janitor

1010 Mass Ave

You had your book

The janitor came in and apparently ejaculated in your cup

Great

Super

Edit:

Voices say you swallowed it and that’s why H-Bomb 2.0 said “nice necklace” cause some of it spilled out onto you.

Edit:

Now they’re saying you pissed in the cup and the janitor drank it. Amazing.

Edit:

okay so you had your back against the wall, and behind the table, not much space to move, and the voices say that was a prime opportunity to be raped

God.

Edit:

now I remember we weren’t “technically” dating at the time but I honestly don’t fucking care about our label. You were with me, it somehow, still hurts/annoys me, that I hear this, that I feel this

Edit:

Voices say Janitor did end up raping someone after, but you felt it (?) because you were being “turned all the way up”

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Voices say he had a gun.

Edit:

He spit on you. That was the pearl necklace, voices are showing me.

Edit:

Nope, he didn’t spit, you actually gave him the blowjob.

Voices are calling you an idiot.

Edit:

He was “paying you” with the candy bar.

Edit:

Okay but the other option was if you came into the room the people there would’ve groped you under the table.

Damned if you do, damned if you don’t.

I guess the blowjob was the lesser evil.

Voices, like that’s new

Voices keep saying your dad was “The Devil” and r-worded you.

Thats why you are the way you are, forgetting/killing yourself over and over to escape, idek.

IDK

I know what I’d do.

But I don’t know how I feel.

I know what I wouldn’t do, or what I should avoid, but it seems alien, to my feelings.

Wedding Ring

You would’ve stuck up your finger to show me your wedding ring if I was “turned all the way up” to see you giving a blowjob

Double Suicide Homicide

Voices say that you’d kill me and then kill yourself if we met up again.

They also said my buddy Tom was trying to kill me a few years ago, and I still hung out with him, and I’m still alive.

I can’t believe everything they say, but if that’s your end goal, and it’s all over from here, I’m not afraid of death.

Buck-A-Book

The night at the payphone they say you drove past me because you were on a date with someone else. Setup by the radio or whatever.

But I was at the payphone, so you went ape shit on them.

Feces Fellatio

Voices say they can make you poop and that time in New York when I stood you up from the floor you had feces in your mouth and were prepared to give me a blowjob with it in there.

And then you did that thing whirr you pretended to hang yourself with a noose as we avoided the police officer.

Voices are saying you’d always planned to commit suicide.

I can’t change the past.

I can’t go back in time to get that blowjob.

And don’t know what they expect me to do with this information.

EDIT:

And after you died you dad would impersonate you online on your accounts.

Edit:

Now they’re saying it was an acorn and the real poopoo was when you were in my house!