Voices say that, and it was premeditated and that’s what you have wanted more than being with me.
If any of what I’ve been typing is true, I don’t blame you.
“You don’t feel a thing”
Okay
Cocaine Withdrawls
Voices say you were suffering from cocaine withdrawals the whole time you were with me, that Steinar was talking to El Chapo over the radio, that you were snorting coke all through central and South America
Edit:
You didn’t feel anything when we had sex the voices say, cause I didn’t have drugs or whatever
I don’t need this
Gave a blowjob in the middle of the street
So what
In the past
Nothing I could do
I literally don’t fucking control you
It’s not worth getting angry about, at all
My whole “family”
Got exposed by Aaron Wall, that’s what he would do for you.
So fucking what.
Who cares if they can’t “read and write”
They still found some inkling of success in this country without those basic skills.
What does that say about the content of their character?
Their skill with technology?
The ability to achieve in this country?
Literally so fucking what.
Manifesto
Steinar is writing one
Apparently, this is not over
Now they’re saying you’ll
Never give head again
You wanted Odin
And voices say now you have him
Is this over yet?
Rape in Argentina
After being playful apparently, the voices say your father raped someone and was deported and in order to get tickets to fly out of he country you had to prostitute yourself, namely your mouth
Edit:
Had you given me fellatio in NY, you’d have rather been dead in Argentina
Everyone in Norway and Sweden
Voices say everyone in Norway and Sweden is reading this blog and laughing their asses off
They also say you owe Zoya for being assaulted in your place if you can owe anyone for something like that…
Next Girl
Mouth Chlamydia
Voices say you have chlamydia in your mouth
You dumb bitch
I’m not asking for a fucking blowjob
I’m not asking for fucking sex
All I want is a fucking dialogue to clear my goddamn head and if giving me fucking psychosis is the only want to do it then fucking stop because I don’t want it!
What the fuck do they do?!
Because I show caring and understanding they try to do something fucking worse?!
All the men in Norway might as well just murder all the fuck in fucking women then!
thats the only way to make sure no one can love them! They would be dead!
I feel the way I feel
I think the voices are just trying to paint you as such a “broken” woman that can never be loved by anyone but I feel the way I feel
My heart in my head and my head in my heart man, there’s no changing this, it is what it is
Farewell in NY
Your dad in the trench coat
Bent down for fellatio
He was not erect
Chloroform
Tried to save the child but it was already too late
If you were Aaron
“Sex”
Apparently everyone wants it with you because you tell them “I just had sex”
And I assume they get curious about your sexual ability and then they say you’re “playful” after, whatever that means (I think I know what it means)
Anyway.
Argentina
Voices say that’s where you’re going, have a nice life.
Edit:
Apparently, living in “Argentina” means being “raped” every night until you “get over it” ???
What the actual fuck