You know so fucking much

Miss fucking know-it-all over here

oh you know so fucking much

you know every fucking thing you need to fucking know about me

that’s why you’re a fucking Neo nazi know

so you can go back to talking about and generalizing other people

la-di-fucking-da!

This keeps going on

Graduation dinner

fingered yourself in front of my family

always wanted to tell me my art looks like crap

something else I don’t remember

edit:

oh god, its all the opposite, whatever shall I do, its like they want me going in circles, literally talking or writing about the same few scenarios over and over and over and over again and again and again and aagina.

Unfaithful

Apparently liking pics of other girls is being “unfaithful” to you…

Aren’t you married with a fucking child?

Why would you even care.

Your dumbass writes for a living and can’t respond to a fucking e-mail

Fuck off.

If you stayed

I wouldn’t have lived out my terrible 20’s the way I did.

I’m certain it would have been much different.

But you weren’t around

you weren’t here

I did what I had to

and I can’t change the past.

Dark Thoughts

Suicide after xanga break up

father fuck

“perfect size”

never wanted to get erect again

something something something stop fucking telling me this shit

you never wanted me to know this

YOU, FIRST

Voices say I don’t have what it takes to get back together with you because you’re suicidal.

I’m not trying to stop you from doing anything that you want to do.

I have my life in the palm of my hands ask I’m sure you have yours.

I hope you understand the meaning in that last sentence.

Norwegians would be Extinct

If there were more black people like me, the voices say.

But from everything the voices have been saying, it sounds like Norwegians were a blight on the earth anyway, so good riddance.

Facebook, again

Voices say you went to bed with all of your friends on Facebook, that’s why you deleted it

Edit:

Voices say you’re having sex right now as I type

My mom?

Voices say you would’ve tried to have sex with my mom if I let you sleep at my place so long ago

edit:

I just texted my mom, not about this, but I told her if things keep getting out of control in my noggin I’m gonna check myself into a hospital. Hopefully I won’t have to do that.