And honestly, all of these are just sexual “truisms” I don’t know that I even want this it’s just some inkling and psychosis that associates it with you.
You’re probably vehemently against it, voices say you’re a closed up police officer and you’ll only be with guys that can’t get it up.
Whatever.
Just trying to make me write about the same dumb bullshit over and over again
And using stupid fucking anime and manga references while you’re at it
Just stop talking in my fucking head
Police officer in Boston
Aaron Wall would want it
I’m tired of this
Edit:
“you know what you want and it’s no (insert name here)”
Yeah, if you don’t love me then that’s correct
You’re a cop in Boston
You can only yell, for some reason
So talking like civilized people isn’t an option
Sounds like someone else tho, honestly
Not janitor
Did what you had to do
Would been a suicide homicide
I hate this
Edit:
Threesome
Felt like you were cheating on me
Makes me happy that I saw you again
Okay yeah sure to save you I have to end my own life.
Right, how the fuck does that help anyone?
What about my friends and family?
What about my future?
What about the things I still want to see in life?
In the world?
Fuck these stupid fucking voices from whatever source they come from I love me too and it’s obvious that I have to love myself more than I fucking love(d) you!
You didn’t think of me at all.
Okay.
Voices say.
Miss fucking know-it-all over here
oh you know so fucking much
you know every fucking thing you need to fucking know about me
that’s why you’re a fucking Neo nazi know
so you can go back to talking about and generalizing other people
la-di-fucking-da!
This is like the 3rd time they say you’ve committed suicide….
Graduation dinner
fingered yourself in front of my family
always wanted to tell me my art looks like crap
something else I don’t remember
edit:
oh god, its all the opposite, whatever shall I do, its like they want me going in circles, literally talking or writing about the same few scenarios over and over and over and over again and again and again and aagina.
Apparently liking pics of other girls is being “unfaithful” to you…
Aren’t you married with a fucking child?
Why would you even care.
Your dumbass writes for a living and can’t respond to a fucking e-mail
Fuck off.
Hostel in NY, after the blowjob
took out a gun and shot me in the head
nice
I wouldn’t have lived out my terrible 20’s the way I did.
I’m certain it would have been much different.
But you weren’t around
you weren’t here
I did what I had to
and I can’t change the past.
Suicide after xanga break up
father fuck
“perfect size”
never wanted to get erect again
something something something stop fucking telling me this shit
you never wanted me to know this
Voices say I don’t have what it takes to get back together with you because you’re suicidal.
I’m not trying to stop you from doing anything that you want to do.
I have my life in the palm of my hands ask I’m sure you have yours.
I hope you understand the meaning in that last sentence.
One of these niggas, idk