Weirder and Weirder

Wedding day

Gave out free food laced with sedatives or diuretics?

Everyone took a crap when you said “I do”

???

I was the wedding???? (The opposite)

Huh?

“You know why you wouldn’t be Ya Homie D you wouldn’t be f’n (insert name) you would be Aaron Wall that’s why she isn’t talking to you that’s who she’d be”

What?

Avoided Herpes

Cause you stayed at my place

Voices making it sound like you have herpes

But maybe it’s the opposite

Either way

What they want me to say

“I don’t want it”

It being you

But I’m certain they’re just going to make this worse, even if I say that

And if you’re so damn important to them, to me, for some life changing event

Then let’s get it over with

I do want it

I don’t care if you’ll kill me for saying that

I want this all to end either way

Little Black Dress

Graduation Dinner

Someone was turned all the way up

Eating you out

That’s why you wanted to and or did masturbate with your left hand

Alice Lu?!

Voices are telling me at that one party in the basement where I had a chance to fuck this pawg Alice came up and snapped a photo with me and all of a sudden the pawg wasn’t interested but now they’re saying that was your doing and then you were “rough fucked” by someone and idek what happened to Alice…

Buck-A-Book 2

Sherwin Long was in that Escalade the voices say.

Zoya apparently convinced you to ride along.

Spit in his mouth and he came out the closet the voices say.

They also say he’s a cop and he can’t get erect for white women, oddly enough.

Wanted to one up Tone.

Edit:

He’s also been blogging on xanga for a long time making fun of people.

Here’s Moar

And honestly, all of these are just sexual “truisms” I don’t know that I even want this it’s just some inkling and psychosis that associates it with you.

You’re probably vehemently against it, voices say you’re a closed up police officer and you’ll only be with guys that can’t get it up.

Whatever.

Infinite Tsukiyomi

Just trying to make me write about the same dumb bullshit over and over again

And using stupid fucking anime and manga references while you’re at it

Just stop talking in my fucking head

I’m tired of typing

Police officer in Boston

Aaron Wall would want it

I’m tired of this

Edit:

“you know what you want and it’s no (insert name here)”

Yeah, if you don’t love me then that’s correct

Police Officer

You’re a cop in Boston

You can only yell, for some reason

So talking like civilized people isn’t an option

Sounds like someone else tho, honestly

Gun in NY Hostel

Not janitor

Did what you had to do

Would been a suicide homicide

I hate this

Edit:

Threesome

Felt like you were cheating on me

Makes me happy that I saw you again

“I don’t give a fuck about you”

Okay yeah sure to save you I have to end my own life.

Right, how the fuck does that help anyone?

What about my friends and family?

What about my future?

What about the things I still want to see in life?

In the world?

Fuck these stupid fucking voices from whatever source they come from I love me too and it’s obvious that I have to love myself more than I fucking love(d) you!