Black Metal Themes

Voices say you’ll only fuck your father because he’ll make it hurt and that’s the inky way you can feel something.

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Voices say a shit ton of people are going to kill themselves in Norway after this entry, and then that leads to “necrophilia” not the way I described it in emails, where you just continue to love someone after they die, given how digging open graves is illegal.

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Voices say I’m in a love triangle with you and Odin. I’m good on that, you can just be with him or whatever.

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Gave Steinar a blowjob behind my back voices say as I walked into that inn in New York.

Wedding Day

Howard wore the dress, that’s why he’s abusive.

You don’t need anything.

In the pulpit you thought hot about Aaron Wall.

Okay.

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Voices say you got a BBL

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Voices say you shit yourself, again

Not writing

Voices talking like me not writing what they just told me means they’re in control or whatever

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Good lord now they’re saying you defecated into someone’s mouth

Richie Rich

You have enough money to smash an iPhone and buy a new one everyday for a year.

If we FaceTimed you’d just spit at me.

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You and T were in a relationship at the time

He was always trying

Voices say Steinar was always trying to kill you.

That as a child you climbed a tree and he threw you off and cracked your skull.

The Jets Player

He’s going to see you in a few hours the voices say. You kept his number.

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Voices say you’d never love me I don’t make enough for you.

Dead for 30 mins

Voices say you are

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Steinar raped you on the plane, turned it around and then raped you again on the sidewalk in New York.

Tax info

They say a Norwegian website can look at the money from anyone’s account in the world.

That Norwegians are hella smart on average, but if you turned into the opioid hoe, where’s the disconnect?

Were you just an experiment?

Tongue

Someone else

Your tongue is long enough to go down my neck and suffocate me?

Allie wanted you

You got your toe broken at the dojo

This is the reason why you “snuff” me

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Ally the woman from church, yikes, while I was playing pitfall on a Mac.

What does that have to do with you?

Toe broken in the DR, voices say more assault.

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It’s the opposite, and your toe was broken cause you said to them “I can’t feel it”

While he was inside you is crazy….

All over South America

The rules for you “hoes” was to fuck anywhere at anytime.

Bent over on beach, restraints, you name it.

And you brought that energy to me in Boston and because I was erect and didn’t reciprocate you think less of me.

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Voices say you’d rather die than face reality.

PTSD from walking

You only smile in pictures when you cheat on someone I.e. me

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At some restaurant I can’t in it you walked into the bathroom with someone