Now they’re saying you killed yourself in 1995 and the version of you I met is a clone they tried to make over 200 times before they made you…
Edit: voices are saying you’re either making a smoothie of apple seeds (cyanide) to kill yourself or trying to extract the deadly toxin from apple seeds to kill yourself.
Voices keep bringing up this threesome you supposedly had in Boston hostel
Where a girl drank some of that alcohol from your navel
They say you had a threesome
The guy had some boner pills (viagra)
This is the reason you wanted to have sex a few more times or something like that, I’m not trying to listen to it, I’m trying to get it out of my head
Edit: They’re saying you locked yourself in the bathroom and someone got fucked up the butt. My assumption it was another guy… wow.
Edit: Now they’re saying the bathroom story is the opposite and you were sexually assaulted.
I didn’t think I’d have to specify when I said “someone that loves me” that I’d want a woman. Like a cis woman, born a woman/girl/female.
Jesus Christ.
Voices keep saying the one you wanted to be with, I assume the first person you admitted you loved, killed themselves at the moment or after your confession.
It’s one of the reasons why you’re “unfaithful” I suppose.
I have words for this but I suppose they’d fall on deaf ears, or blind eyes in this case.
But yeah no, I get why something like that would leave a lasting impact on you.
OKAY.
Polyamory
Open Relationship
Edit: Voices say you’d rather stab yourself than compromise to any of those lifestyles, then what the fuck is the big idea?!
they say you can be faithful, but you won’t compromise, what the fuck do you want?!
Just go goddamn get it and leave me out of it already!!!!!!
Fuck Typing
Edit: Voices are saying you’d sample my voices memos so you can make shitty music for that shitty country.
Do it.
I dare you.
Multiple Personality Disorder? For Show!?
More voices about arse knulling in Argentina.
Edit: Voices say you sucked so much cock at the NY Hostel they kicked you out. I wonder if they mean you caused a ruckus? They also said you eventually went to stay with that “Jets Player” only to find out he had a tiny apt, and lied about being a pro athlete.
Edit: Voices (for a while now) have been saying you “never want me to know anymore” so can you stop them??? Cause I can’t.
Edit: Once again voices say you’ve taken your own life… I’ll wait for them to flip the script in a few hours I suppose.
Edit: voices say you’ve been in my city the whole time waiting for me to become a celebrity so you can kill yourself
That’s what I tell myself.
Voices say you apply feces as makeup and you feel stupid.
Also that no fly list again.
Edit: You have brain damage.
And take a boat to the USA don’t fuck up the plane ride for everyone else goddamn you selfish bitch
That’s what I tell myself.
Voices say you apply feces as makeup and you feel stupid.
Also that no fly list again.
I think I already uploaded the last two.
Voices keep saying how much you just want to die.
I’m
Not stopping you.
Just let me know if you’re dead so I can finally move forward.
If I’m just crazy and you’re dead, at least I know you’re dead and this will bother me less.
Why are you playing into the hands of such unserious people!?
No, I know why. Because they have this “technology” to drive you insane, but still, there’s gotta be something else that can be done.
SOMETHING.
Voices say you have another child in the UK, and you wanted me to know that by sending those email from the child’s private school to my Apple email address..?
Edit: Voices are saying this kid in London is your true “Love Child” but how are you maintaining that relationship? What do you fly to London on weekends or something??? They’re also saying this is T, the opposite or what have you but a double life with two families is out of this world. I didn’t think people still did that in this day and age…
Edit: Now voices are saying you did that, cause I signed you up for the wine, you did that to suggest that I should have a child… lol no…
I can see that Norway has laws that have a maximum jail time of 21 years, but that’s for murder, I can’t find anything specific for Norway in attempted murder. I see a range of 3 to 12.5 years but I don’t know which country that pertains to.
Daughter given up for adoption, mostly because you’re the breadwinner.
Sucks to suck.
Voices keep saying you’ll “make it up to me”
That Aaron Wall wanted to come with me to New York
That you’d have been all over him
And then say that’s the opposite, that it’d be T.
That you wanted me to kill myself,
That T wanted me to kill myself.
This kinda ran in and out of my head as soon as it arrived, so that means I’m recovering, finally.
They keep saying it’s “somebody else” that wants all these horrible things and more to happen, I can’t keep up with it.
And I’m not betting on you coming back to make amends with me either, but it does feel nice to think about, and it reminds me of this song: