What’s up party people in the place to be!? It’s ya’boi, back at it again to speak about what’s on my mind and then completely ignore this front page for another entire month! YEAH!
So like the title says, I’m considering therapy.
I’m in a good place in life right now, but my spider-senses keep telling me that I should proceed with caution.
Luckily my psychiatrist hooked me up with a list of resources that take my insurance, so I won’t have to rely on apps like BetterHealth or Talk Space which I felt weren’t quite sufficient for what I was looking for.
I’m rethinking polyamory. Maybe it’s all the example I’m seeing of “closed” relationships all around me but polyamory, while I’m experimenting with it, I don’t know how stable it can be in the long run.
Aside from just feeling like I’m dick on a Tuesday night, I want someone that cares about me and is invested in me and my growth, like I would be to them. I think that’s what it all boils down to but modern dating memes and even talking heads online tout things like “women are not your therapist” but if I can’t talk to my partner about things, what kind of relationship do I really have?
So that’s been bothering me, but we’ll see where it goes.
Other than that I’m trying to expedite my degree but stacking classes in the summer. At the rate I’m going right now it will take another 4+ years to get my bachelors degree, but I want to be done ASAP. I have a meeting with my academic advisor to throw ideas at the wall, so hopefully we land on something that sounds good!
I’d speak to you about what’s going on in the world but I’m pretty sure we’re all mad at the same guy lol
later gators.