What’s up party people on the place to be!?
Yesterday was my birthday.
I went to work.
I really wasn’t thinking about celebrating my birthday this year, and when I did, I didn’t realize I still had a few more days of paid time off left to make my birthday into a long weekend. Still, it was a good day, many hugs and “happy birthdays” from the people I was surrounded by.
What’s new? Well, I don’t know how many of you are following my journey regarding psychosis and the uncontrollable yearning thoughts and desires for my erstwhile lover on the blog “X” but I think I’m turning a corner, turning over a new leaf.
And by that I mean I was able to ask for a girls number recently, and this weekend, I have a date!
Just like I force myself to be social, regardless of my mental health condition, I got that same funny feeling of when you like someone and your heart is in your throat, or where ever it goes for any of you, and I’m consciously trying to move on.
I think before I was just, passive about what I was looking for, and who I was looking for, but now it’s definitely a deliberate act, because I don’t want to stay stuck in the past, and I don’t intend to, either.
So there’s that.
I also got mildly back into reading Tarot cards. It’s not like, I’m doing spreads for every aspect of my life, but once in a while, if I’m curious, I’ll pull one card, just to get a general forecast/prediction. It also reminds me that I have to rebuild my writing system, based on tarot cards, and maybe I’ll put it up for sale on this site once it’s complete. Who knows.
Plenty of video games I’m starting to play and finish.
Still ding the school thing just going slower than I wanted to but that degree will happen, so help me God.
Anyway, for the first time in a while I’m excited about the future, and it really feels like I’m celebrating my birthday all month long because I have like an event planned for every weekend!
Maybe I’ll see one of you readers out there? ;)
Peace out girl and boy scouts!