Okay so, one thing about my psychosis is that it centers this game, Shin Megami Tensei 4, for the Nintendo 3DS, as some kind of, significant game that like, “determines rules” for my psychosis in a sense. I’ve much back and forth in my hallucinations about the game, and while I feel nothing in particular about it, other than that it was good to play and beat, I do have some strange feelings towards in, especially when it comes to the end of the game.
All in all, I think the “true ending” is the neutral ending, but I got the “law neutral” ending the first time I played and beat the game. I’ve made a few videos to talk about my psychosis surrounding the game just to kind of document what’s been going on in my life in the event that I meet a premature death, as the voices also say they want me to be shot in the head before I can “become a celebrity.”
Here are those videos, and a meme.
