I can explain the cacophony of emotions I’m feeling and simultaneously trying to ignore.
Words, memories, feelings are constantly flooding my mind and I’m uncertain that a portion of them are even my own.
The show “Adventure Time” is playing in the background as I type, hence the title.
You could call it my “comfort show” but I’d also like to own “Regular Show” as well.
It’s hard to focus.
It’s hard to think.
I talk to myself.
I find my breathing irregular.
What can I do to alleviate my symptoms?
What I want the most is to talk to you, but for whatever reason that’s and impossibility.
So what?
Pursue other women while you occupy 75% or more of my mind?
Like I’ve said in the past, that’s unfair to the third party.
The other woman.
What the fuck else is there?!
The circle block I the square hole.
Hoping someone comes along to save me from myself.
I hate this.