Voices keep saying that night in the park, you were “turned all the way up” and that’s the reason why you wanted to get shot in the head by the cop that was approaching us. Somehow being “turned all the way up” makes you clairvoyant or totally oblivious but the story I’m hearing goes that cop would’ve either killed you and try to blame it on me, or I would have had to fight the cop and you would’ve run away to God knows where, maybe even back to the hostel with your family and left me on my own.
I fucking hate this.