Behind my back

Voices say a lot of things. Voices say the “friend” that I brought to New York to meet you the first time had sex with you too, because you were “turned all the way up.”

I can’t confront him on it, and I already have, and he gave me some story that he was also trying to rizz you up, my question is though, why does everything happen behind my back?

The voices make it sound like no one is honest with me,

that everyone is out to get me,

or they covet what I possess.

why? What did I do to deserve this?

None of the people I’ve confronted have decided to confront me, my “psychic reality” is wholly unfounded, and yet there is some solace happening, some healing some quelling of an unruly spirit, regardless of my own actions.

I hate this.