I remember when I sent the xanga message about girls your age being a change in Norwegian culture.
Maybe in that respect it’s just creating distance from the Black Metal phase in the 90’s.
But now what’s floating around in my head is this word, “rape.”
Voices tell me if I hadn’t brought Dashawn with me when I visited you in New York you would’ve given me “vertigo” and raped me. And the idea that follows that is that you get pregnant, carry the child to term and then at some point I suppose the government takes it away/you give it up for adoption.
To what end, though?
The only thing I can foresee is that there’s a small tribe of mixed children that gets spread through Norway, and they have children with other Norwegians until they get to the point where they are too closely related to the population and so they have another international “russfeiring” to harvest more unlike DNA to fuel the Norwegian populations capitalist machine.
What also is bouncing around my brain is that maybe all of these if not most of these women your age were also on SSRI’s, and being unable to enjoy sex recreationally, they then also begin to view themselves as “baby factories/machines” with a high likelihood of either suicide or death during childbirth.
Pretty morbid if you ask me.