Exodus

Are these voices trying to convince me to be in love with you? Because it’s not working.

I mean its working a little, its nice to think that you breaking away from everything that makes you Norwegian, for me, is happening, but in the reality that my hands typing this exists in, that isn’t true, it’s not real, I can’t sit here and just be madly in love with a person that despite all my efforts to contact them, they haven’t responded.

Of course I should consider that the voices play the game “everything I say is the opposite” but I’m not logging how many times I’ve misread the cryptic message they try to convey to me via telepathy.

I’m just going up and down over here.