I just had the best weekend with my friends and my heart is full, I’d like to start by saying that.
But during this outing I had a brief bought of psychosis where you or someone was communicating to someone else cause it feels like it wasn’t directed at me because lord knows I was curious.
It went along the lines of “we were laughing our asses off because even if you could get erect we would still be lesbians.”
And it reminded me of that hallucination I had while I was working on a drawing in Allston at Courtney’s place, back when I was still smoking weed.
I don’t think I was emailing then, or maybe I was? If I was it was the email where I had described you as pink and another girl as blue, just laughing, and I was made to feel as if you were laughing at me.
Either way, I had a beer and it was mostly washed from my mind. The waiter kept coming to the table and saying like, damn near imperceptible things that I thought were almost coded messages from the psychic world but I wasn’t too invested in them, I knew/know that wasn’t true and I was able to stay in the moment with my friends.
Whatever you’re doing, whomever you’re with, whoever you are, I hope you’re also able to experience as much joy as I did this past weekend.
I can’t wait to do it again.