Was his plan always to find a group of black men to terrorize European women?
Just a group of black guys being the absolute worst to some white girls?
I mean BEFORE learning about the history of racism I can see that as ignorant, but keeping it up even after?
I said earlier in the night “yeah I wouldn’t want to be around a stalker and a rapist either”
I know I’m a stalker, but I’m not a rapist.
This other guy has been in my head or at least their using his name alongside memories/thoughts of you to goad me into some action other than this, writing/typing.
Literally twiddling my thumbs.
I don’t want to name him, but the idea is he’s the one that introduced you to my xanga way back when. I guess without him we would’ve never met.
And if we never met maybe I’d be crushing on some American girl.
Maybe, but it’s not like people don’t move across the country or around the world when you’re kids either…
I remember, back when I played Gaia online I had a long distance girlfriend but she was just in New Hampshire. I think I was like 15.
Then I “cheated on her” with another girl on Gaia, from Texas. And I told her and I was all sad about it at the time and we never spoke again.
Even though that story was pathetic, I feel even worse than how pathetic that is.
I mean that’s just young love from an outcast kid in the age of the internet.
If anything, for my generation it’s a “new normal” or at least would become more common as the years go on.
I know I can name two girls I met in the last 10 years that were in long distance online relationships before it all went to the shitter.
And I wonder if that’s the fate of every long distance relationship.
Probably not, but I don’t have the stats either. And if they’re like me, fucking embarrassed by their youth, who’s to say they’d even admit to it.
I’m friends with the girl from Texas on Facebook.
I wonder what the other girl got into. Haha.