Also similar to ABWJr, voices say you have herpes, due to rape.
Idk how he contracted it, voices say you got it from your parent.
One odd thing that I keep recalling is when my mom introduced sex education to me. She gave me this packet of books and pamphlets and told me to read them, then she locked herself in her room.
I have and had no desire to “learn sex” with my mom but given how prevalent ideas of incest are in my mind surrounding you and him, I wonder if that’s how you two lost your virginity…
Anyway, it’d help if I could get the answers from the horses mouth, but that feels impossible. And one answer once wouldn’t suffice, I feel like I’d need reassurance every time I lose my mind, like I am now, 8 years later.