I am thinking of you

I know it’s been a while since my last flurry of posts.

Voices say you’re a lesbian, and you’ll make up with your friend one day and start a relationship with her. MCHB, that one.

That’s all fine and good but I don’t think I needed to know.

I don’t have any hope of us talking again, or getting back together. Right now actually I’m debating smoking weed again.

I feel Strong enough, like I have the mental fortitude to know better than my hallucinations, but I’m afraid that being high will now just be a deeply, maddeningly unpleasant experience, and I don’t want that either.

You can be as gay as a rainbow, I don’t care, but if you do ever consider me and my feelings while you’re out there, touching lips on lips, drop me a line, I’ll be sure to respond.

Tdodeloo!