They say because I follow all these beautiful women on the internet that I don’t give a fuck about you
But if I were to take after ABWjr and delete all of my social media I’d be even less aware of all that’s happening around me and then some
And you don’t want me, or at least you’ve said you don’t, so what the fuck would I be doing, being even more delusional and trying to save myself for you?
this is hard enough as it is, and I need every little scrap I can get
Like I’m painfully in love with you, you hate me, I’m fat and out of shape so I’m not the most attractive, I’m fucking black in Amerikkka, and I don’t have my bachelors degree, a car, and I have a roommate
The deck is stacked against me babe
I’ll take what I can get