Idk why I’m writing to you

Really trying to consider what would happen if we got bombed. If I’d have to go to work, if I’d have enough money to keep paying for, really good to survive.

How will the system break down around me?

What are my next steps?

What about my family?

Scary stuff honestly.

I’m only writing here because I think in the past maybe you viewed my country positively.

And while there are still good things about it, good people here, why isn’t it enough to enact, proper, righteous change?

We need it so badly right now, but is there some larger power telling us now isn’t the right time?

What gives… I wonder.

This really has nothing to do with you. It should be on my main blog.

But if I die in rocket fire I don’t want to leave anything unsaid.

My family knows I love them.

My friends know I love them.

Hell you of all people should know I love you!

But I guess it doesn’t hurt to say it again.