If any of these hallucinations reflect some situation that is happening or happened in real life, I don’t want to or mean to rub salt in a wound.
I had to stop myself from writing a piece about suicide and incest.
I’m just trying to escape the torture of having thoughts like these by being constructive and at least writing them down, so they can exist somewhere besides my head and I get the freedom to ignore them.
That’s it, that’s the magic of this blog, it’s a totem.
But oh my god I do not want to bring more pain and strife to your doorstep.
I’ve been a monster, I know, I apologize, but the least you could do is lend me an ear.
Whatever.