Voices in my head are saying you didn’t even like me, you just took a bet and made sure to see it through so you’d win the bet.
Voices say you have a masc presenting lesbian partner.
Voices say you just want to watch porn, that most of Norway does.
Voices say this that and the other, so if it is “the opposite” some of it isn’t, I don’t even try to discern what’s true or not.
But I think back to that first thing I said and I go “but I saw her twice. Did she just make a bet twice and now won’t make anymore?”
Where’s the sense?
Why the long con?
Do I really mean nothing to you?
I don’t know if I’ll ever get any of my questions answered, especially not after the stunt I pulled back when I got arrested at the airport.
I’m taking 15mg of Olanzapine Now.
If this medication does anything, hopefully it stops me from hallucinating about you.
But if I got accustomed to 10mg, I don’t have much hope for a higher dose.