Voices say you wish I wasn’t a Japanese American
That you don’t know how to be yourself
That you would’ve learned how to be yourself if you stayed
Among other things
Not certain I want to keep writing this shit out but I kinda need to, as I don’t want to dwell on it
edit:
And you don’t want to be a woman because you’d be “closed for business”
But how long can you be a girl? Not a toddler I mean but the body doesn’t age like the mind. Idk where I’m going with this, I’ve been 19 for the last 17 years…