Perfect Partner(?)

Not you, I don’t think we’ll ever be a thing again but who comes next?

Is there a person that would be okay with this idea that I don’t control my own thoughts?

Someone that wouldn’t mind that you drift and stay in my mind even when I want to not be thinking anything?

Can I expect them to not be upset? Or should they rightfully be upset, and go find something else to distract themselves with as I struggle on?

Do we talk it out?

Should I expect a fight?

Can a new relationship ever move beyond you and I if you won’t stop haunting me?