The voices in my head have recently begun saying that my medication is a placebo.
I feel like I could believe them, because they’re still in my head.
Voices keep telling me (right now) about the girl I visited in London. One of them women I was most recently “in love with” at the time of sending that email.
She doesn’t want anything to do with me either, or at least she doesn’t respond anymore when I reach out to her.
All this to say this is what the voices are talking about right now.
And that some of that talk of sexual violence is on her side of the line.
I’m not gonna try to verify that, I’m just gonna try to get some sleep.