Voices are talking about the time some guy at the hostel took your laptop, and you “would have” given him a blowjob to get it back.
They’re also saying “that’s not all” and you had sex with someone or something like that.
I know we discussed something along these lines on again, MSN Messenger that night or the night after but my memory is hazy.
I’m not holding it against you. (The only thing I want to hold against you is this dick 🥴)
I get it, I understand, whatever, I can’t change the past.
Hold it firmly wherever it is in your chest, prove to me you love me back
blah blah blah.
I don’t have the words anymore for infidelity, I’m just so emotionally drained.
EDIT:
voices say he ejaculated on your feet