Don’t remember writing about this, but voices keep saying you like ABWJr/Aaron Handsomeboy better than me because he is also “scared” like you are/were.
They keep showing me scenes in my mind of you with multiple men, Thailand, the Dominican Republic, etc. Oh but it’s always “someone else.”
I don’t fucking know that.
And I don’t blame you.
It’s in the past.
I’ve forgiven you as much as I’m going to forgive you so I’d appreciate that the voices would let it go and let what I’m seeing fade into the darkness behind my eyes.