Serious relationship

The person the voices in my head describe you as doesn’t sound like they are ready for a “serious relationship.”

Constantly being “playful” and “changing their name”

Unable to secure a divorce from their husband.

Feces eating, or playing with feces.

Would prefer to be around or at least unwilling to leave their “father”

Has no friends/support network and seems unwilling to build one.

And from whatever else I know or don’t know, why bring this person up at all?

I just wonder if we’re so incompatible what’s the sense in you being on my mind 24/7, why d I have to feel and be in so much emotional turmoil?

I get that I can’t control my hallucinations but I am taking my medication and I am not getting any better so what the fuck gives?

What else is out there?