This is Hell

Is it wrong for me to want you to just be okay?

Happy, healthy, flourishing, all of the above?

I sit here, hearing these voices talk about a relationship that once was and feel the good feeling that come with that, then the immediate fall from grace into the low vibrational feelings of sadness, loneliness, anger, sorrow.

What am I supposed to do with this?

Surely, this is hell.

Wherever you are in the world I hope you’re alright.

I want to be okay too but like this relationship that doesn’t exist it seems the good times are also only for one of us.