This is why I wanted to become a joke

If these feelings are artificial

And I’ve done all of this

Only to make a fool of myself

All the more reason to be a joke

Because now I can feel that if we were to

Reunite, and I’d be uninspired to pursue the relationship

We wouldn’t last 2 minutes together

I asked to be a joke first, before I made this blog

Hopefully that’s still on the table

But who knows

Maybe feeling uninspired is artificial too