The voices in my head comment about me getting an erection and watching porn.
This blog isn’t really about you.
Whoever they’re comparing me to, is either a homosexual or impotent.
They, sometimes, beg me to “not get it up” and go on and on about some person coming out of the closet when I do.
I mean of course I ignore them and go about getting my rocks off but what the fuck is a therapist going to tell me about this?
“Do you feel shame?”
“No.”
“Were you abused?”
“No.”
“Would you like to increase your medication?”
Everything but getting to the root of these ideations.
Tiring.