Some people know and some people don’t, but one of the reasons I don’t pursue romantic relationships is because I still feel like I’m not over my ex.
It’s weird because it’s been so many years that have gone by, she wants nothing to do with me but still I find my body reacting to certain things, stimuli that vaguely remind me of her.
I’ve been trying to decide whether or not I should publish this or if I should make videos or just speak to a therapist but honestly I think I want a dialogue with someone, anyone, not just professional help, friends too, EVEN THOUGH, I do think I already know what everyone is going to say, and at the same time, I still a sensitive boy with feelings, thoughts, emotions, and it’s healthy for him, that boy, to express himself.
Don’t worry, I’m talking to a therapist as well, but for anyone at least a little bit curious, there’s this.