As per my last post, if you were that fast and loose, I got my portion of you, and now you’re off somewhere else in the wild.
I think all my life I wanted to live in a community where I would “fuck for fun” and in all honesty I probably would’ve had a kid early if those were the cards life dealt me, but that didn’t happen.
I’m not ashamed of my sexuality, or of sex and the things that come with it. I’m fairly open, there are somethings I won’t do and the rest is fair game.
My issue is these voices.
If they were gone and you were/are as fast and loose as they describe you to be, you should know I’d just be trying to keep up.
That was basically my life before these voices stopped me in my tracks.
It’s somewhere I hope I can get back to as long as I loose weight, but for what its worth it seems like nothing is predetermined.
There is no hand of fate deciding my life, and if the voices give any clue to that divine intervention I have yet to see the proof of it.
Save the dopplegangers that don’t speak to me.
Ah.