Voices say you want to be “put down” like you’re some rabid animal.
that if I kept that picture I’d screen captures of you on the balcony you would’ve jumped, but somehow you were aware that I deleted it.
What the fuck do you want? If you haven’t killed yourself yet do you even want to?!
And if you’re under the control of someone else is that not their own desire?!
which one of you is the maniac?!
And what the fuck do I have to do with this?!
I’m crazy enough as it is!