You’d feel fake

If I “turned all the way up”

I do not know what that is

According to the voices I cannot do that alone/by myself

I am just annoyed

I’ve reached out to you multiple times

In multiple ways

On multiple occasions.

I have all the written and logical reasons as to why we are not communicating with each other right now

But it feels like even my medication doesn’t stop this madness

I have written a letter to my doctor about taking double my dose, I’m waiting for her response