Cocaine Withdrawls

Voices say you were suffering from cocaine withdrawals the whole time you were with me, that Steinar was talking to El Chapo over the radio, that you were snorting coke all through central and South America

Edit:

You didn’t feel anything when we had sex the voices say, cause I didn’t have drugs or whatever

I don’t need this

Gave a blowjob in the middle of the street

So what

In the past

Nothing I could do

I literally don’t fucking control you

It’s not worth getting angry about, at all

My whole “family”

Got exposed by Aaron Wall, that’s what he would do for you.

So fucking what.

Who cares if they can’t “read and write”

They still found some inkling of success in this country without those basic skills.

What does that say about the content of their character?

Their skill with technology?

The ability to achieve in this country?

Literally so fucking what.

Rape in Argentina

After being playful apparently, the voices say your father raped someone and was deported and in order to get tickets to fly out of he country you had to prostitute yourself, namely your mouth

Edit:

Had you given me fellatio in NY, you’d have rather been dead in Argentina

Everyone in Norway and Sweden

Voices say everyone in Norway and Sweden is reading this blog and laughing their asses off

They also say you owe Zoya for being assaulted in your place if you can owe anyone for something like that…

You dumb bitch

I’m not asking for a fucking blowjob

I’m not asking for fucking sex

All I want is a fucking dialogue to clear my goddamn head and if giving me fucking psychosis is the only want to do it then fucking stop because I don’t want it!

What the fuck do they do?!

Because I show caring and understanding they try to do something fucking worse?!

All the men in Norway might as well just murder all the fuck in fucking women then!

thats the only way to make sure no one can love them! They would be dead!

I feel the way I feel

I think the voices are just trying to paint you as such a “broken” woman that can never be loved by anyone but I feel the way I feel

My heart in my head and my head in my heart man, there’s no changing this, it is what it is

Farewell in NY

Your dad in the trench coat

Bent down for fellatio

He was not erect

Chloroform

Tried to save the child but it was already too late

“Sex”

Apparently everyone wants it with you because you tell them “I just had sex”

And I assume they get curious about your sexual ability and then they say you’re “playful” after, whatever that means (I think I know what it means)

Anyway.

Argentina

Voices say that’s where you’re going, have a nice life.

Edit:

Apparently, living in “Argentina” means being “raped” every night until you “get over it” ???

What the actual fuck

FAKEbook

Aaron’s Father, Pastor Bruce Wall, was trying to get all the girls in Aaron Handsomes “cult” or “Nakama” (for some reason the voices are using this word like we’re in One Piece) and try to hook them up with people on Facebook using my name with no profile picture. Presumably, other young men.

MIT Frat Party

Apparently, on that one night after the Frat party when I blacked out, the guys that brought me home not only stole my hoodie and my cellphone but they also say you told them you’d leave me on the sidewalk to die while you went and found someone else to fuck if you were there with me.