Bipolar

So my disease, I learned today, schizo affective disorder, is like a combination of schizophrenia AND bipolar disorder.

I feel like I’ve managed my “mood” alright, even though you can tell what I’m feeling in my writing, but I definitely feel the “racing thoughts” and “depressive episodes” albeit, they usually come on, with the voices.

I remember the first email I sent you when I was “so angry I could hit you and kill you” but I haven’t felt like that in a LONG time.

Mostly it’s the racing thoughts that come alongside the voices.

I imagine scientists find this disease hard to treat…

I don’t know where I’m going with this, it’s just a new discovery that I found out today.