Illusive Ranting 3: Deep Delusion

Now that I’ve finally begun to truly move on, now that I have a partner, and now that I’m desiring a new, serious relationship I see you, somehow finding me just, on the street with my new partner, slapping me, and dropping to one knee.

I can’t say I’m afraid of that.

I can’t say if I’d be angry.

But every time I see it, I just accept it.

I accept you.

I accept my fate.

And maybe I shouldn’t be this weak.

Maybe it will never happen, not in a million years.

Not in another lifetime.

Not even in a parallel dimension!

But I still see it, and my heart sinks, not for myself, but for this other, unknown lover, unknown love, unknown potential.

It’s just another tragedy.