Miscellaneous

In my head I keep hearing things over and over again. It’s not like a phrase is being repeated like when the voices first started, its like dialogue that leads back to the same theme over and over again, I will list a few of them here:

  1. Voices seem to indicate that someone on your side of the world wished for me to never have to worry about money, and as a result, typically when I’m low on funds, someone gives me a cash tip or food I don’t have to buy for myself and then I bounce back on payday.

  2. The voices keep saying you’ve “become a whore” but I feel its in reference to the Norwegian 2009 film “Hora” and as a result I asked AI if there were cultural subtext to the film that a foreigner would have missed ( https://share.google/aimode/TtZfOy8Tr4Cslyd0w ) and it came up with like 5 examples. My take away from all of that however is that you’re going against the grain back on your side of the planet, if what the voices are saying is true. I honestly hope the opposite is true, because all the voices do is bring me back in time to when and where I felt love for you and then I have to remind myself to cast that all away.

  3. Like I said in the second example, I hope that opposite is true. I want to believe you’re living a good life with your friends and family and I’m just a mad man on his mountain, biding his time until the end of it all.