Voices are saying you went to the Middle East, I assume for fun? My brother went to Dubai with friends a few years ago but voices are saying you went, and went sky diving, but they stopped you from jumping because you had no parachute in your backpack.
So then you stayed back and slept with/were raped by the guy that held you back, and he defecated on you, in some extent, and that’s the reason why you don’t want to take your clothing off anymore.
Hey this is brand spanking new for the voices and far fetched for me too but again, I write to dispose of these thoughts/scenarios.