So, as I progressed through the work day, reflecting on the dream I had this morning I had to think
“Why doesn’t the universe give me what I want?”
What I think I want.
What I feel like I want.
And maybe I should be heeding your early warning, that you’re not the same person I met so many moons ago.
Maybe I’m not prepared to receive that kind of partnership.
Maybe some greater force is protecting me from some unseen evil. A great darkness, if you will.
While the voices go on about you loving someone else I find it odd that I’ve never had this perspective before, or at least I don’t think I have.
In my mind I think I’ve run the gamut on all the things I think I could write about you, but my mom always said that I was “blessed” and if you believe in horoscope mumbo jumbo, my Chinese animal is the Dragon, so maybe I’m lucky to have missed the proverbial bullet that is you still in my life.
Who knows, but I’d like to explore this if there’s any more to explore.