Wtf is a “toe job” ?

Voices keep bringing up or talking about the myriad ways you would have cheated on me.

I don’t know when, I assume they’re talking about when you visited me in Boston with people at the hostel.

It hurts initially, and then I remember we weren’t dating, you were free to be with whomever, and you still chose to be with me.

I’ve said all the things I’ve had to say about this, I’ve rationalized it in so many different ways.

If loving you makes me a fool then I’m a fool, and that won’t change.

I just wish I’d stop hearing and feeling things

Isn’t it stupid to be so pained by someone that can’t stand you?

I feel like I’m fucking retarded.