"You needed to stay"

To end the black metal album, you needed to stay with me and become suicidal, the voices say.

Now, I can’t predict how life would’ve turned out had you stayed with me.

I assume I’d ask for a raise or find a better job so we could get an apartment, but how would my mother support me, us? How would your family?

Schrodigers Relationship strikes again.

I’m not gonna type much longer, I just keep hearing “you should’ve stayed” and my only response is “well she didn’t, so go away”