Spontaneity

Voices are saying I’m the only one that would have told you I’d show up in Norway.

But considering all the messages, rather, all of the “harassment” I sent, I don’t think randomly showing up to “surprise” you would have had any better results than what I did regardless.

Like it’s not as if we were on speaking terms, and I showed up to surprise you.

We were and still are, estranged, so I imagine you’d still be shocked or scared.

I don’t regret what I did, but I feel like I’ve exhausted damn near all of my options to be in contact with you.

It sucks, sure, but I’ll manage, I have to.