What’s up party people in the place to be?! ITS YA’BOI!
Coming at you again and again with maybe sad and plodding along life updates, BUT NOT FOR LONG!!!
On instagram a few days ago, I wrote this:
“In the past, or rather, what I want to say is that I’m “losing my mind” but I have never been more present. It’s strange trying to grasp the state of the world and the state of myself. Plenty to talk about, be passionate about, find nuance on, it almost makes you wish things were just black and white, at least that’s what I wish, but things are more complicated than that, almost too much more complicated and I suppose, after being inundated with it all I’m finding it difficult, or laborious to process, little by little, one at a time. “
Its been at least 40 hours since this blurb was posted and about 15 minutes separated from my buddy on instagram, talking about what we want to be in the world. His message is positivity and purpose whereas I am really just starting to warm up to the idea, you can check him out on instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/thealtitudeacademy/
But as I am just beginning to make heads or tails of things, it feels bad. I thought I had to be an informed citizen online and now I’m begin challenged by misery, and that the door to a brighter future, a brighter outlook is that ignorance is bliss. And can it really be that simple? I don’t know, but I’d like to.
In another update, that blog “X” I think I’m going to delete sooner or later. I’m at a point where I think I’ve taken another step towards moving on. Or at least I haven’t blogged there in a few days and I feel better for it. My medication seems to be working, and I’m looking forward to spending evenings alone, and not being accompanied by the psychic peanut gallery.
Anything else??????
I’m celebrating my birthday in tandem with another friends birthday! Although, I’ve done this before, but in Las Vegas.
This time won't be as extravagant, we’ll just be at my place drinking beer haha!
Later Gators!